GOTCHA! [Nyidam gitar - mission finished]

Heuheuu

It's spring in my heart right now, even sometimes the storms came too. Why?
This kind of feeling stays at me this past days, too many problems that face me for the first time. Almost got me down. Need an extra patience, eventhough of course in some way i lost that, really boiled here.
I know everybody ever feel it. How your plans start to ruin, how you -yourself- became the problem itself for your environment, how the world unconvinced with you.. I got that. Of course.

I wanted to cry sooo bad. But, what we are with this age easy to falling tears. Even your heart is ripped, even your self esteem start to decrease, it's hard for adult to cry. Then what you can do is -somekind like- regret and wondering that being a kid is the best. If it's funny then you laugh, if makes you angry then go ahead angry, if you sad then cry. Easy.. that's our past time that truly beautiful.. But here we are now. As adult, that not just about the age, but also the personality. It's hard. And when the situation become ruin like I've said before, then... eng-ing-eng blessed you to have friends, bestfriend.

Tell that to them, yess your bestie. Indonesian called it CURHAT/ CURAHAN HATI. It may do not reduce your problems, but it's for sure repair your mood. To face and solve that, you need a very good mood right?
Best friends don't have to be a person. You have Your GOD, you can CURHAT to Your God, God is always listening, God will be there, even we didnt make a call.

I make another choice for CURHAT. From my late post before, I just told that I need a guitar. Some how I do CURHAT by sing a song, and playing them. And yesterday with my savings, after I couldn't hold anymore, after went so many problems that made me got a headache, I came with mom to the music shop. Yupp.. The S*ara B*ana Music. And, tadaaaaaa...........

(proudly present Yamaha C-370 ^^)

Finally, I have a new friend. Hmmmm. I really blessed. I 'adopted' that by my own saving. Hahaha..
And, it surely literally a hundred percent make my mood better, notiwithstanding my fingers got in pain. Yeaahh, I didn't play guitar for a very long time, that's very usual to get such a pain..

Somehow, music can make my mood better. When I got really heartache, I came to the karaoke places with friends.. And it really make us happy, we got better.

We, I.. really love music. Hehe..
Music is such a heart language.